Tengo el corazón destrozado por más de una razón

Es muy difícil reconocer la necesidad desde el privilegio,

Y desde la necesidad es casi imposible convencer a los privilegiados de su existencia.

Nadie sale ileso de la necesidad o del privilegio.

Es casi imposible vivir ambos y no corromperse en el camino.

Incognita

 ¿Cómo no es una sorpresa despertarse cada mañana siendo una misma?

Remainder

It was me,

It is my fault,

I take that responsibility.

I don't regret it at all.

Every second with you was a treasure.

I'm glad about it.

I'm sorry it was no more.

From the bottom of my heart,

And every inch of my skin,

Thank you!

But I still

What should I do now?

I have no roots.

My wings and my heart are tired.

There is no where to land for resting.

There is no home.

I'm fractured.

All that I am is scattered around.

The hands are empty.

The chest is empty.

Life is

There is so much to do,

but what for?

What for all this love?

What for all the knowledge, and understanding?

What for every day, every second?

I'm empty.

I'm exhausted.

I know it is just for now.

I know this will pass.

As everything pass.

I'll pass too.

But life is

Too bad.

I despise the promise of a better future,

when the consecutive presents are just painful.

I despise the It is for the best,

when I'm falling apart and miserable.

I know how to live without you,

but I wanted a life with you.

Say something, I'm giving up on you

There is not a song for this. 

There is not balm, or remedy.

All the cards are on the table and there is only one move left.

We didn’t win.

We didn’t lose.

It’s just a withdraw.

There is no way for me to spare you the guilt.

There is no way for me to spare me the pain.

Please be kind with yourself!

I’ll do the same.

There is not a path forward.

We both know that.

It tastes like vinegar.

The little pieces fall making noise.

That is, after all, the consequence of moving them from the base trying to make the tower to grow.

There weren’t enough.

This lasted longer than I thought it would.

And I was happier than I imagined I could.

Your kisses on my forehead won’t come out.

But in time I won’t think much about them.

Today is the day, Lawyer.

This is our good bye.

Razonamiento circular

Lejos,

Sin segundos ni ojos

Sin augurios o historia

Vacía

En la paz de estar ausente

Alucinada en lo imposible

Inmóvil ante el sacrificio

Se deslíen las capas que protegen la corriente

El árbol verde es derribado por el tornado

No tiene raíces.

Así ahora me siento adormecida

Comienzan los estragos del exterminio

La obligatoriedad de los adioses

El reconocimiento atónito de detenerse

De ya no dar un paso más lejos

De tomar otro rumbo

De dejarte lejos.

Demonica Diatriba

Where is my beast? 

Where is my monster?

Where is my savage god?

You tricked me making me believe in a creature from another world

for me to fall.

Instead this is all there is, a man!